"We must be willing to let go of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us." -Joseph Campbell
We drove baby Oli home on a warm sunny day.
I was trying my hardest to be upbeat for my son despite my inner turmoil. I was sitting in the back seat with Kekoa, listening to his favorite nursery rhyme CD.
As we were driving past the desert mountain bike trails that Seth and I used to ride, I am reminded again of another life. Another person that I'm having a harder and harder time connecting with.
I feel like I am floating away.
Leaving behind the person I was. My life, that used to make perfect sense to me, now I can no longer recognize. I am being consumed by despair of the unknown.
I look at Seth in the review mirror.
Our lives are never going to be the same.
"I'm fine, but my mommy has issues!" Raising a daughter with special needs.
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